Dating is Hard & We all Know It
It'd be much easier for all of us to stay within the walls of isolation. As for me, I've taken active steps these past six years to heal as much as possible from self-sabotaging.
I'm proud of myself for even trying. Every step of the process is a battle with fear and lies and a deeply engrained paradigm of betrayal. I have to actively, daily, fight so hard to kill those lies. Every breath, every thought, every appointment.
That there is something greater, that marriage is holy and sanctifying, that a covenant can be made and that the bond is unbreakable.
That is the truth I cling to.